Trigger Warning: Suicide

You will grow up and leave home but your childhood will never leave you. It’s the strings on the marionette. The long shadow that illuminates your adulthood, a shadow cast without a light. Funny how you …

Gang,

A deal is a deal. It’s Tuesday and it’s a public holiday. That means I take a day off the calendar to, you know, reflect. Mostly eat.

Look on the brighter side—you get to have more time to …

Have you guys been to Tana River? I haven’t—I being Eddy Ashioya. Yes. The Don left for Tana River (he’ll be back next week, hopefully, maybe?) and he forgot I had a spare key to the house—okay, I …

What a long weekend. What a weekend of nothingness. Of void. Of blankness. Of culinary debauchery. 

I ate bread. Lots of bread. I lay on the carpet. I opened the fridge without any purpose other than to stare into …

I wonder how I will die. I pray I don’t have a drawn-out death. A disease that hacks away at my bones or heart. Something relentless and brutalising and demeaning to my quality of life. I don’t want people …